Realize

• Realize©
  
  
  Back to my consciousness
  i only feel my ice-cold breath.
  I do not know where i am
  or in what i should believe.
  
  With the desire for happiness
  i open my eyes to see.
  There is nothing above my head
  but many clouds are below me.
  
  I ask myself...
  
  Where am i here?
  Beyond the time!
  What do i do here?
  Try to survive!
  How did i end up here?
  Have i died?
  Far away from this.
  You are still alive!
  
  So i fly!
  Beyond the world.
  I do not cry!
  Do not lose your course!
  I put all my trust in fate.
  So there is no reason to awake!
  
  I should feel fine here
  but something pulls me down.
  I try to steer my thoughts,
  to fight against the ground.
  
  This place makes me happy,
  i would not go away.
  However, this power takes me down
  I feel it grow inside..the pain.
  
  My forces are leaving me.
  I can not stand it any more.
  Accepting my destiny,
  I will be the one i was before.
  
  Where will i be?
  Back in life!
  Who will i be?
  You will recognize!
  What awaits me?
  Will i die?
  Far away from this!
  You will be still alive!
  
  So i fall!
  Back to life.
  I had it all.
  Now, close your eyes!
  I put all my trust in fate.
  There is no chance to escape!
  
  With the wholesome feeling
  In the constant fall down.
  I know i will get my life back
  when i will hit the ground!